Saturday, June 14, 2008 ; 3:26 AMY
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Blogging from Sharon's place now. Have been staying over at Rakhee's place too to escape from home, a crazy mum and a violent brother.
As usual, too many things happened since the last entry thus its impossible to update everything.
The more significant ones:
-Recital over. (violin collecting dust under the bed again)
-Submitted and passed my thesis (no more bob dylan and vietnam war songs)
-HFMD (yeah i know. like wtf, right?)
-Family drama which involves mainly my brother and the maid, and of coz the above-mentioned crazy mother who hired the maid for fuck (literally)
Lots of drama in the past few weeks. Too much to handle sometimes. Within the house, among my closest friends, relationships. Need to earn more money and move out soon. Else i may just be beaten to death one day while my mum watches by the side or becomes the accomplice even.
Hate losing things. Hate losing pple. But what i dread most will happen in the next few days.
Sleepless nights, teary eyes.
Tired, exhausted, and stretched too far.
Delayed, dragged, dead.
Life, lifeless, hopeless.
Screwed up, useless, given up.
Torture, cut, hurt.
Stabbed, bleeding nonstop.
Disappoint, misunderstood, cant be explained.
