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Thursday, February 21, 2008 ; 11:31 PMY
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I think im just plain hopeless sometimes..
Like now...crying my heart out..not knowing who to confide in..who to trust..not even sure what's the reason im crying so bad..
Feeling nothing else but so lost and empty...

I want so badly to get out of this mess..but then again i know i allowed myself into it in the first place...If i'd loved myself more and be stronger, all these wouldnt have happened..or at least it would have ended long ago...When will i fully recover? When will be the day when i can say for sure ive gotten over?

There has constantly been 2 conflicting sides in me..there still is. One wanting to move on..the other stubbornly clinging on to memories...Memories that should be worthless coz they were built upon lies..but stupidly treasured nevertheless..

And to the you who has always been there...im sorry im still crying..im sorry you're still waiting..im sorry for all those times i hurt n disappoint you...

Maybe im just not worth it...










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