I will never ever forget this quarrel we just had. Its not about who's at fault..but about the way u treat me and how you make me feel like im just a worthless piece of junk. No, not junk. More like some toy that you torture emotionally and make use, just to make yourself feel good. Its been such a long time since anybody made me feel like cutting myself...and i rmb, the last time i did, it was coz of u too. I do not want to give up..but sometimes i really dont know how to continue being in a r/s with you. She's so right when she said its impossible to be in a r/s with you. Somehow along the way, i've already lost myself coz of you..yet you dont realise and you keep demanding more n more. I can tolerate your nonsense, but not when you continually attack my self-esteem which i painstakingly built for myself through the years. Dont crush me just to make yourself feel good. There's a limit to how much i can take from you.
From now onwards, i wont be the understanding gf anymore. You wont appreciate anyway. Things i want, i must get it done my way. And when im not happy, i'll just vent my anger on you and throw tantrums as and when i please. Maybe thats the only way to maintain this r/s -- to be like you :)
The Girl
Candy Lim/TangTang
Fulltime Music student
Parttime Music teacher
Turning 23 on 13/11/2007
Absolutely cant do without:
-My 2 youngest sisters (Joanne and Edda)
-My close friends
