Not in a good mood at all now.Someone asked me just now y my msn nick is so emo again. So i said im just feeling PMSy. But he thinks im feeling this way coz of some guys again and he thinks im being emo just to seek attention. Hmm, haven really thought of it that way before. I do agree that my msn nic is always a reflection of how or what im feeling then, but seeking attention??well...maybe i really am la..at least sub-consciously. and that's bad, isnt it? Close friends would know what sorta dilemma im in right now. And even if they know, im sure most wouldnt understand, much less approve. Im not exactly doing some things right, but im really at a loss how to deal with it without hurting anyone. Actually i know, that at the end of all these, the one who's gonna get hurt most is me. Well, the deadline is coming real soon at the end of this month. When that day comes i have to choose either one, or end both. Though deep down i hope i can be selfish n greedy and hold on to both, i know thats not possible at all. If i can, i wouldnt choose to give up either one. Kiss me, Embrace me..tell me u want me..
The Girl
Candy Lim/TangTang
Fulltime Music student
Parttime Music teacher
Turning 23 on 13/11/2007
Absolutely cant do without:
-My 2 youngest sisters (Joanne and Edda)
-My close friends
