Tuesday, August 15, 2006 ; 10:58 PMY
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Why did things have to turn out this way??
Im really so disappointed with myself, other pple and things around me.
Maybe its really coz my expectations are too high and thus im affected more easily when these expectations are not met. I should lower my expectations about most stuff and totally stop having any expectations at all from certain pple.
But isit really that easy to let go of all these expectations? Without any expectations or hope, won't we just lose the motivation to better ourselves and strive to achieve more? But yet at the same time, having expectations from pple who doesnt even bother can only bring you endless disappointment and heartache. There's only so much that i can take.
Haiz...
Still the same. Lots of questions in my head but not a single answer. No regrets, yet a thousand "what ifs" weighing me down. So many dear ones i've lost and still counting. What ever happened to the connection we shared, the importance of having each other and the need to spend time together? Since when did it become difficult to even keep in contact and reply msgs? These pple mean so much to me. I would hold on and treasure them for life if i could but sometimes such things are not within control.
Haiz...just let them go, Candy...
If only it could be easier.
