Sunday, August 27, 2006 ; 1:19 AMY
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Okay. I know i said i was going to sleep after the previous entry. But i ended up reading my past entries from one year ago. Those from Aug and Sept 2005. Reading them made me feel more sian about myself. In just a period of one year, i had to force myself to get over 2 guys. Wah lau..how shitty is that huh. Reading those entries from last yr reminded me of how i had felt then. It was horrible yet history had to repeat itself just less than one yr after that. Seems like most of my life have been spent crying and trying to get over people. Tiring can...
You know what this tells me? I think i should probably turn les. Shouldnt be too difficult for me since i almost became one years ago. Anyway, i realised that recently i've been looking at pretty girls and thinking about............ .. .. .. ..
okay nvm, that part is not for you to know. haha..just don't be surprised to see me with a girl next time. My sis is a very good example of finding real love in someone of the same gender. So why not, right?
hai...but i still want to get married...and have kids...and with 2 girls, that's just not possible la..oh well...just wait and see how la huh. Sigh..
okay, now i really gotta sleep le. Its already 1.13am.Dun wanna be late for church again tmr!
