Sunday, August 27, 2006 ; 12:14 AMY
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Another long day at work today. As usual, was trying not to fall asleep while teaching. haha..But dunno why leh. I feel sleepy even when i have enough sleep. Haiya, must be the students' fault la. They don't practise so usually u gotta hear the same things over n over..no wonder i fall asleep la!
After work i came home, ready to just plonk on my king-sized bed. But my mum suggested going out for dinner at parkway together with joanne, the maid, baby edda, and 2 other neighboours. I didnt want to initially coz i never ever liked going out with my mum. And also coz i was really tired. But my mum wanted me to go, saying we hardly get the chance to eat dinner out..so i agreed lo. Turned out, i really enjoyed myself. Even though not everyone in my family was there, it felt like a proper family outing nevertheless. Perhaps next time i should suggest that we go out as a family more often. Just a drive to sentosa at night, or for supper at east coast..etc..
I rmb when i was really young, sundays were always family day. And on certain days of the week, my dad would drive us to parkway or to suntec. Or we would all go swimming together. Such a sad thing that as we kids grow up and start being independant, we also stop spending time with our family. We start roaming out. Reaching out to our friends and other outside sources. Anywhere just to get away from our family. My sis even moved out of the house. Sigh. My family is really quite incomplete now. I don't even know how my parent's divorce is getting along. The last time i heard anything, my dad didn't want to sign the papers...I know im old enough to handle this sort of things by now. But how about my younger siblings? Esp Joanne and Edda. They're still so young. Hai..
I used to hate my parents so much when i was young. The other day when i was packing my drawers, i found this voodoo doll i had made with my parents name on them. Look closely and you would see many needle holes thru them. haha.yesyes..that's how evil i am. I think if i were a real witch, i would totally make use of my powers to slowly torture pple i don't like. I even dream of torturing pple sometimes. haha.
K la. Gonna sleep now. So fast, another weekend is here and gone. Not looking forward to school leh...sian..having my first mainstudy lesson of this semester on monday. And i haven practised those pieces she gave me. haha..gonna be screwed on monday. Sobz.
