Thursday, July 06, 2006 ; 1:15 AMY
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Remember several entries back, i wrote about this girl who broke up with her bf coz his father is dying of cancer and then got together with another guy very shortly after that just coz this new guy is cute?? Well, i was really v disgusted by her. Just coz she's worried that the ex-bf, being the only son, may have to support his family after the father's death and so will be financially burdened, she dumped him. At a time when he needed his gf's understanding and support. I also rmb hoping that she gets dumped by this new guy so she will learn her lesson.
Haha. Guess what. It really happened. They were together only 3weeks then this guy suddenly wanted a breakup, saying that she's too spoilt and it turns him off. Well, it is a fact that this girl is quite spoilt and also selfish, thoughtless and immature. But at the same time, i also think that this guy is only a jerk out to play and therefore, her being "spoilt" was just an excuse to break up with her.
I know i wanted this to happen so she can learn her lesson but i couldnt help feeling sorry for her. Me and cecilia spent the whole day yesterday at her house trying to console her. ( We were supposed to go shopping..but nvm...) She was in such a bad state and being suicidal even. I guess no matter how flawed a person is, no one deserves to be hurt like this. But, after all that has happened, i don't think she learnt her lesson. Guess what, while whining to us about him, her main concern is still that she doesnt think she will ever be able to find another guy as goodlooking as him!! Wah..i can only shake my head in amazement and wonder yet again at how such pple exist on this earth. And i thought she was being so upset coz she really loves him. Actually, she loves him..she loves his looks. Gosh..i pity her yet i want to laugh at her at the same time. I know physical appearance is impt to most pple but for her, its really the top of the list. Doesnt she even bother about that guy's character at all?? So what, as long as he's handsome, or rich, she will definitely want him. I only have one word to describe my feelings towards this kind of mentality. "PUI!!!"
I think the only reason why i was still being nice to her is coz i know how terrible it feels to be dumped. And just like how my friends were there for me, i wanted to help her get through this period too. Looking at her crying and talking about him, i was reminded of myself just a couple months back. Crying everyday, losing the ability to eat, sleep and carry on with my daily routines. At several points when she was crying, i wanted to cry too coz i felt the old pain come back. But looking at her in this state also tells me that i've passed that dark period she's in now. I survived it. I managed to overcome all the thoughts about dying and giving up. And im living and enjoying my life now. Without her, i wouldnt have known the extent to which i've improved.
Hmm..feeling quite proud of myself now..haha. Thanks again to all my friends who were there for me. I guess in a way, a person's worth can be determined by the number of true friends he or she has. And it's coz of these friends that i feel im still worthy of this earth and realm.
That poor girl. Really hope she matures after this and stop being so superficial. Will probably try to spend more time with her next week.
Sigh.Alright, gotta go sleep le. Most prob gonna meet siewlin to shop!! hehe..
