Tuesday, April 11, 2006 ; 10:04 PMY
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I still miss him. I wonder how much time i still need...he still calls me everyday and i still like talkin to him..but at the same time, it makes me confused..i used to call him everyday too but i stopped doing that le ever since i tell myself he's dead...but now even when i don't call him, he still calls me...so what does he want?Maybe he feels guilty that's y he still calls? One thing is for certain,he doesnt call me coz he still has feelings...Im 100% sure he has no more feelings for me...hmm..maybe he's calling out of habit? Hai dunno la...Anyway,couldnt keep my eyes off him throughout the concert just now..and it doesnt help that he's so tall so its so damn hard not to notice him..argh..like i told rak, my next bf will be a short one...so even if we were to break up, it wouldnt be so easy to see a short guy among the crowd..hai..okie la...gonna sleep now...finally didn't dream of him last night...hope won't dream of him tonight as well...tata...
