Wednesday, February 22, 2006 ; 11:38 PMY
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Tired Tired Tired...Just came home from a performance that wasted an entire day...hai...really didn't want to go coz none of the pple im close to would be performing and i really think i need more time to practise and do my assignments..in the end, i decided to go only coz i thought it was irresponsible to pull out last min...the moment i reached there, i almost fainted when i saw the score...the other pple got their score on monday during the 1st rehearsal but i wasn't there..SO..i had to practically sight read all the way..and i tell u, the rhythm n notes aren't the normal classical kind that we are used to and there's hardly any melody to it!! Plus, all the 3violins are playin different parts and the rhythm is so bloody difficult...after the rehearsal, i asked my teacher if i could be exempted from the whole performance coz i felt i really couldn't do it..esp since this would be performed at quite a big event infront of some film people big shots...argh...of coz my teacher insists i must go...hai..i also know i shoudnt give up easily but at that point i really felt i couldnt do it...so guess what? Haa..i cried again in sch...think this is like the 4th time already? Gosh...what's the problem with me, really? Well,i think its just pms la...i hope...i don't wanna slowly turn into some loony siao zha bo who goes crazier n crazier then eventually seek refuge with the 'Mad People Association' of Bedok!!
Haha...but anyway, im just so glad its all over...actually at the end of it, i don't regret taking part in this performance at all...it was a v good experience..plus i had a fun time talkin to my other schoolmates involved...some of them i used to think look dao, but then i realised they are actually fun pple to talk to! So that is good...haha..im just super tired now...wanted to start on assignments de but can't even think straight le...want to sleep but meetin him later so quite duh to sleep just awhile...mayb tmr i will just stay overnight at the airport to do assignments after seeing rak off...hai....time really flies huh...
alright then, gonna go off now...4 more days of term break...of which im only free tmr coz fri got violin lesson again, sat got work and sun got church..hai...1week break really not enough la..hai...
