Tuesday, February 21, 2006 ; 12:54 AMY
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Brokeback Mountain...Watched this movie just now...everyone should catch it if u have the time...its R21 though so just make sure you are old enough..hee...was hoping they would request to check my IC but they didn't..grrrr....anyway,this movie is basically about 2guys who fell in love with each other but can't be together coz of the still conservative society in the period the movie was set..and also coz they both had their own families...There was a scene where the wife of one of these guys found out about their affair and at that point, my heart goes out to her and i felt so sorry for her...but strangely,after the whole movie, i realised i actually felt for the 2guys much more...hmm..pretty weird isn't it? Esp since there was a period of time before i got attached that i was constantly worrying about marrying someone who turns out to be gay in the end...haha...but i guess in this movie, the main message it was trying to get across, was the forbidden love between 2 people, rather than the issue of homosexuality....that said, the guys were so attractive i couldnt help fantasizing about them after that..even now...hee...esp Jake Gyllenhaal...oh man...such sexy lips!!!! Argh...and it doesn't help that i haven't been spending much time with my bf these days..thus i have plenty of time during which my mind wanders off into lala land........hmm....ahhh.......
So you see, im someone who really needs her bf by her side...i get emotional assurance from his physical presence...without which, i sometimes even forget for a few seconds that im attached then that's when i start ogling at guys! So, Tony Shen Fan Hao, i don't think you will get to read this..but if you do, then you better wise up and remind me of your presence more often even when you can't be with me..that includes sendin me a short message from time to time rather than disappearing for several hours sometimes...hai...i really really miss the initial stage of our relationship...i think its the same for most relationships actually..the courting is always the sweetest..then after...zzzz....is this the reason why some couples break and patch repeatedly??So once they past the initial stage, they can breakup,then repeat that sweet 1st stage again? errr..doesnt sound v logical to me leh....but nvm....
Well well, i gotta go sleep now...mayb i should take down the 5posters of Leehom on the walls above my bed....and replace it with that of Jake's!! Oh...i can almost imagine his lips pressed against mine now..and those eyes.....ohh Jake.......
