Thursday, January 26, 2006 ; 12:01 AMY
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argh...does pms comes with fever too? gosh...one friend havin sorethroat, another one lost his voice..and now im sick too....well..maybe its a good thing im sick...hopefully tmr i will still have fever then i can call my violin teacher n cancel tmr's lesson!!
i seriously need a break from havin 2 violin lessons per week...mayb have it alternate weeks would be better?hai....
die la..even while typing this i feel my temperature escalating...forehead and cheeks really really burning now while my fingers are so cold they can barely type properly..i know u don't see it, but im actually making a lot of typo errors just that i corrected them all...
hai...anyway, stupid pms...its making me feel so terrible even if this fever was not a result of it...
im feeling so insecure that i feel like crying the whole day and i feel so so so alone...like im the only one left behind...am i still supposed to be feeling this way? and my imagination is getting so wild its scaring me..i can actually imagine something that might happen to me,then end up crying as if it has really happened...goodness....its so hard being a woman..gotta go through all these every month..all the way til menopause...ha...
and i think next month will be much much worse coz 2 of my closest friends going to australia...hai...so much things i've already lost and still losing somemore...will i finally end up losing everything i treasure?
seems like nothing on this earth lasts forever....
