Friday, December 09, 2005 ; 1:56 AMY
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PMS...I read my previous entry juz now n had an urge to delete it...but then i decided not to coz if i really deleted it, then it would defeat the purpose of a blog--an online diary...you don't tear out written pages from ur diary, do u?
Anyway..im havin a super bad case of pms...have been for a very long time already actually..thinking of taking some anti-depressants if this persists...can't stand it anymore...just take today for example..i was sick but had to check out tour agencies to book my holiday for this coming week..then had to make several calls to see who else joining my n my boy for the holiday(in the end,its just me n him)...at the same time i was looking around for a friend's present while msging afew other friends to confirm what, where and when to buy the present and when to celebrate...this was juz the 2nd half...the 1st half was quite bad too but nvm..there were so many changes here n there the whole of today that i almost went crazy...on the way home, i had a super bad headache and i even cried on the bus thinking about how im screwing up my life and wondering why my relationship seems to be cursed coz ever since i got attached,everything seems to be going wrong...
So many bad things happening its scary lo...my maid was sacked by my mum for some stupid n childish reasons...i almost slapped my mum n her best friend coz of that...baby edda can't get used to the new maid so she cries alot now...tarwin went in to army today...my bf's pay keep getting delayed til i almost gave up on going for holiday..baby edda is sick..me n my boy also sick..and the worst of all...problems with my closest friends...and many other things i can't recall now..
haha..sounds like a big bundle of problems?or isit really just my problem?
