Sunday, December 04, 2005 ; 1:15 AMY
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Last month of 2005...
Christmas is coming again soon...not really looking forward to it though coz immediately after christmas comes 2006...and somehow i don't really feel prepared to enter a new year when part of me feel that i've only just settled in to 2005...know what i mean?haha...nvm...maybe im just slow huh..
Anyway, i think im feeling better since my last entry...suddenly realised that my boy needs me for the warmth and attention that he can't get from his family...so i really ought to be strong for him...and not always think too much...making myself insecure and asking him stupid qns again...Think i was also affected by all those friends around me who recently broke up..i can't bother counting already...what's wrong man?Isit seriously the weather like what jaryl said?haha...
Hai...my church is moving next month to a new place..maybe toa payoh....oh man...i already have problems waking up for 9.45am service when church is just beside my house...how now?Argh...I need a car!!!!!!!!
I took leave from work on the 14th coz most prob going on holiday with my boy....looking for others to join us as well...but haven't even book anything yet!! Just got my pay today and my boy getting his on monday so will check out tour agencies next week ba...
This month is seriously "BROKE" month....6 friends' 21st bday...going on holiday...oh no...hai...
