Wednesday, August 03, 2005 ; 11:50 AMY
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Hmm,a new start...how many times have i tried it and failed? Actually,i dun even know why i need a new start or how exactly to go about doing it..i juz feel that i've been messing up my own life and making myself miserable...And now,....its time...clean up what i can and carry on with my life...All my frens would be shocked to hear im actually 'blogging'..haha..'since when does candy bother about such stuff huh?' or 'thought she wd juz write to her "leehom"?' For anyone who doesn't yet know,Leehom is history k..haha..well,one of the reasons im startin a blog is coz i was so inspired after reading a fren's blog that i thought i should start mine own too...another reason,well..i wd say its juz for fun..and the 3rd reason is that i want the start of this blog to be a reminder to myself that i need to change and start anew....Haha..i sound mad i know..'what new life is she talkin abt?!huh?!' ,you may ask...hmmm,well,i also dunno...i can feel a change in me..it happened after hearing Charles Elliot on sunday...seems like my heart has been dead for so long..hopefully this will prove to be the spiritual awakening that i need...
